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[♥ Fri ♥ Apr 14th, 2006 // 6:15pm ] a_plain_above come back down from your daydream high

[♥ Sat ♥ Mar 11th, 2006 // 10:04pm ] [ mood | good and bad, really... ] [ music | Until The End - Kittie ] Today was amazing. I haven't seen Jake in so damn long. Was nice to just sort of hang out and act like total retards to the point where beefy security guard dudes threaten to chuck us out of shops haha. =D So yeah... was a laaaff man. Nice to actually get out of the house for a bit as well - I haven't just hung out on a Saturday for ages. Was fun, although I now have large amounts of coke and brown sugar in my hair (don't ask...). I haven't really been out for ages - people keep telling me how "understandable" it is, what with the whole like being ill thing, but I'm just so sick of being inside all the time. It was nice to actually get out. Its just - God, Watford is like the shittest place ever. I dont actually want to be out with most of the people round here - I'm so moving to Hertford. I'll camp out in Jake's back garden or something. Yeah. I need to stop complaining but this place sucks. Completely fecking sucks. Shit. So yeah, aside from all the complaining about how much I hate Watford (it's okay as a place, it's just the people and the bloody Russian Cloning Process that seems to be going on)today was good. You know what sucks? The people I care about the most (aside from the mother) live nowhere near me. Meh. I miss hanging out down the beach and in Chichester with Zoe and Tara and Victoria at the weekends, I miss those stupid conversations me and Will used to have every day, I miss Zoe only living round the corner so I could go round and see her every day, I miss having a laugh of some kind with Tiff every single day. I have friends up here - but god, they all belong to more or less the same group and they all walk, talk, act and dress the same. I think I had this rant at 4 in the morning a few weeks ago so I won't go down that road again but I guess I just feel kind of lonely at the moment. Me and Kat don't talk like we used to and I'm really starting to miss that, to come on MSN in the evenings and how talking to her would cheer me up and make me smile and okay I sound stupid but whatever, it was great and we don't really have that anymore, we don't have the conversations we used to have and it's all suckagey. I'm going to go to bed now. x 5 | ♥ | come back down from your daydream high

[♥ Wed ♥ Mar 8th, 2006 // 8:04pm ] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Terror - My Ruin ] OMG. I MADE ICONS. :O I DID, YOU KNOW. I'm so proud of myself :D ( Read more... ) Be proud of me. Now. 1 | ♥ | come back down from your daydream high

[♥ Wed ♥ Feb 22nd, 2006 // 4:09pm ] Well. Lets just say I'm not gonna be on here for a while. Im sorry. love x 8 | ♥ | come back down from your daydream high

[♥ Sun ♥ Jan 8th, 2006 // 9:47pm ] [ mood | good ] credit to stickyhips___ for the banner :) 1 | ♥ | come back down from your daydream high

[♥ Wed ♥ Nov 30th, 2005 // 4:25pm ] I'm trying to hold you but you don't wanna know I'm so cheap You're trying to hurt me but I won't let you go I'm so cheap. ♥ come back down from your daydream high

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